There are a set of people who’re extremely selfish and share a convenient friendship with you. They’re like Brachiosaurus (dinosaurs that feed on plants) when they need you, and go through a 360 degree transition into a T-rex when their need is fulfilled. I’ve always fallen prey to these T-rex’s.

I don’t know how but I’ve lost some very precious people in my Life. I seriously hope that time heals everything and I get them back. I’ve always been pathetic at realizing the intentions and love of people around me. I’m missing this one particular person for a few days now. I gave it a thought of dropping a text, but than again giving it time is the best thing to do I feel. So, I just thought to pen down the message I would have sent-

I know that you’re damn mad at me, don’t want to talk and all of that. But I’m really sorry for making you go through all of this and it feels pathetic right now to not have you around. I’m not texting you because I feel that I’m long gone story for you now. The time when you wanted me to be there, I was in a different mind-set and maybe now when I try to get back to you, you won’t want me anymore. Duhh!! I’m waiting for that particular year when things between us would be back to normal and all happy! But I don’t know if you want the same thing or not.. I’ll wait for the right time, till its mutual. There was a time when I didn’t care, but now I really do. I realize what genuine people are and I shouldn’t have let you go. Chuck it now, I don’t even remember what phase was I in..

I just hope you forgive me considering whatever I did was because of my immaturity. But now I’m a grown-up woman, I’ve a lot of things figured out and have gotten a reality check about everything. I wish you’re reading this someday down the lane in front of me and with every line you just forget everything that I did in the past and hug me like before. The same comforting hugs of ours with everything falling in place after it. Do give a consideration to me please.. I remember you saying that once a grudge in the heart its the end of the relationship. Let be an exception in my case.. And don’t doubt my love, I’ll always love you. Also everywhere in movies and real life stories, best-friends get apart and meet after years and everything between them is back to normal. Highly hoping for that to happen..

Wish to see you soon.. Rock everything!! All the luck in the world to you!